Journals

Week 1!

This week has flown by and I still can't really believe that I'll be biking all the way to California. These past 7 days we have changed states everyday, but soon that won't be the case. Out west we will definitely be in states longer (We're in SD and WY for over a week each).Of all the places we have been this week, NYC is the only one I've been to previously. The East is quite beautiful and is making me think twice about wanting to live back in Illinois. The traffic is definitely different than anything we have trained in, and the narrow roads that wind up hills were surprising (and nerve-racking). When we get to the Appalachians next week, these hills will seem like nothing, but right now they are pretty monstrous.I have been able to shower 4 times this week which is fantastic and more than I thought I would be able to! 

Love from a bike,

Jordan

What Have I Gotten Myself Into?!?

What Have I Gotten Myself Into?!?March 22nd, 11:30pm – Train Ride to NYC Somewhere in Indiana.What have I gotten myself into?!?  These are the words that keep running through my head as I am sitting on a 22-hour train ride with 21 people I barely know.  I keep thinking of how I ended up here… on a shaky Amtrak train bound for NYC.  You see, this journey started 5 years ago when I first step on the campus of the University of Illinois.  Like all freshmen, I went to quad day the first Sunday before classes started and was bombarded by hundreds of student organizations.  As I walked down the crowded rows I started grabbing fliers and signing up for nearly every club on campus.  I remember a man in tight black shorts and an orange jersey yelling “BIKE ACROSS AMERICA TO RAISE MONEY FOR CANCER.”  Intrigued I approached the table and asked for more information but his flier fell helplessly in to my sack of quad day crap.  Over the next four years I found out that this organization was called Illini 4000 and the group raised money for cancer research by biking across America.  However, despite how awesome their mission and the trip sounded, every quad day I would by pass them thinking “ehh, not this summer”.As my college career developed I started to use my summers as a time to do stuff that I would not be able to do when I am older.  In 2010 I traveled to Ghana and provided medical care through the International Health and Development Network.  In 2011 and 2012 I went on mission trips to Virginia Beach & East Asia with Cru and had the amazing opportunity to share my faith with people.  However, as the summer of 2013 approached I had done every thing on my bucket list.  With one free summer left before I started medical school I knew I wanted to do something Epic that would also make a difference.  I toyed with the idea of going on another mission trip with Cru but thoughts of the Illini 4000 kept flooding my brain at night.  After a long time in prayer, I decide that I would apply to do the ride and finished my application 1 hour before it was due.  Within a week a guy named Connor Ramsey contacted me asking when I was free for an interview.I will never forget meeting Ramsey at the Espresso Royale on Goodwin for my interview.  I was running 10 minutes late and had to sprint over a mile because I showed up at the wrong Espresso.  I thought the man interviewing me would be intimidating but Ramsey was far from that.  If any thing, I could describe my first impression of Ramsey as goofy.  Ramsey is a tall, lanky, man who is always in black skinny jeans with blond facial hair.  However, despite his looks I could tell that Connor’s heart was in the right place and that I should give this I4K group a try.  Although I don’t remember the interview I remember that night receiving an e-mail from team development congratulating me on making the team.  I guess since then I have been asking myself “What have I gotten myself into?!?  As I still sit here nervous and scared for this ride I feel like I cannot answer that question yet… However, I can say that I am happy that I have gotten myself into an organization that over the past year has raised over 100,000 dollars for cancer research.MAtt(P.S. currently i am in DC, I will upload more blog post once i edit them) 

Seven Days and Counting...

Seven days. It’s been seven days since I started this crazy journey across the country. I've spent seven days making my way down the east coast to help put an end to cancer. I've spent seven days getting to know my twenty-one other teammates and other I4K alumni. Seven days spent telling people what I’m doing, seven days of eating peanut butter and jelly, and six days of wondering if my legs are going to fall off. And I still have sixty-one more to go.I don’t think I ever understood just how much work this was going to be. I never would have imagined just how smelly a person could be after going a few days without a shower, how dirty a person could get after riding in the rain, how many times you can fall off your bike in one day, or how much of a struggle it would be to wake up at 6:00 the next morning with your body aching. Then again, I don’t think I ever understood how amazing this was going to be. I never could have imagined how delicious a peanut butter and jelly sandwich could taste if you just pedaled through 40 miles of hills, or how refreshing a bottle of water could be. I never would have imagined just how close you could get to twenty-one other people in a week, how such an incredible and passionate group could come together for a cause, how amazed people would be when you explained what you are doing, how inspiring you could be to others, how many amazing people you could meet, or how kind and generous strangers could be.And the best part about it all? I still have sixty-one more days to go. 

Washington D.C., whatup?

This is such a strange sensation. We've already spent nearly a week on our bicycles, but if you look at what we still have ahead of us you'll see we've barely scratched the surface. Before our next Event Day in Columbus, OH, we'll cover hundreds more miles and climb many thousands of feet. We'll cross mountains and cities and encounter fantastic people and incredible heat.This is the next week that defines us. Last week began to do this as we started waking up early and consuming inhuman amounts of peanut butter and jelly (seriously - we go through like 2 big jars of each every day). But in this coming week, we will climb through the Appalachians and fly into Ohio. We'll see West Virginia and roll along Pennsylvania. And it's going to be an awesome challenge.Yet even more than the biking, this organization is about making an impact. I remember hearing Jon Schlesinger quote Eleanor Roosevelt, "The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams." At the time I heard it, I was worried that I might not be included in that group; I worried that I didn't have a beautiful dream. I knew what I liked to do and what I did well, but it didn't occur to me that it was all part of a dream.It is. This is not a dream that I can verbalize concisely. It takes me 17 minutes at my shortest, but it is a dream that I share with 21 teammates, 9 more people on the Board of Directors, and what must be approaching 150 alumni riders. This is a dream of service and of hard work. It's the dream that our actions might speak louder than words and spread over a crowd that we would otherwise be unable to assemble. The dream is of making the big statement through a life-long focal shift and people who lead and inspire. And in a word, it's service. Sometimes, it just takes doing something big to show you that big is where we should live.Let's hit $150,000.

I325

First and foremost, I want to take this opportunity to thank all my donors both friends, family, and the anonymous who have reached into their hearts (and wallets) to make this ride across America possible for me. I apologize in advance for not posting sooner, but alas adopting a new puppy and preparing for I4K after the school semester ended had be running around like a chicken with my head cut off. Fortunately, we've had our first rest day of the trip after about 325 miles in 5 days and my first impression is just wow. Not just wow in the sense of mileage we've already covered, but also the realization that we still have 3900+ miles to go and I'm excited for the 500, 1k, etc mile milestones. Let's just say this rest day could not have come soon enough. And there's barely any rest. Everyone went to bed last night with the plan to sleep in till noon and relax. However, that was not the case at all. I heard the first person wake up around 7:30 and over 90% of the team was awake by 9. It was kind of humorous. My body, and more specifically legs were so used to getting up and attacking the cascade of hills and obstacles that they were confused. Luckily, a trip to the laundromat was organized and we ended up riding there so my legs did get a workout. So much for taking the day easy but at least we have clean clothes. Although I'm not sure how much clean clothes help when showers become few and far in between.I just wanted to give everyone reading an impression of what goes through my head while we ride. As I first approached I4K I firmly believed it was a test in strength, strength and muscle. I was completely wrong. I4K is a test in patience. Strength is worthless when you're climbing up a huge hill and the sun is beating down on you, literally burning you alive. For being used to go relatively fast the most humbling experience is climbing up that hill at 6 miles and hour and just continually pumping your legs. You get exhausted to the point where your body has to compensate for your legs and recruit even more muscles to stay upright. When I get out of my saddle to stand up and pedal I use my biceps and triceps just to be able to push my legs down. And adrenaline? Its great. It keeps you focused and alert so you don't topple down into the sheer drops that flank you on both sides. The loneliest feeling is climbing alone though. Luckily, we're already such a close knit team that we don't leave people behind. We may attack the hill with different skill sets and plans, but we're already together at the top ready to tackle the next challenge. And frankly, its fun to get angry. I remember our first day of hills on Tuesday when I was having a rough time. Greg came up to me to help me along and keep me company. I asked him if he knew that I would never give up during the ride and he agreed. He said he knew I would just get angry enough to beat anything and its true. Plus as long as you're projecting the anger on the road, I see to harm in it. Ultimately, climbing hills is a very rewarding experience because at the top you can look back in awe and realize that what you just accomplished is tangible. That's all for now. I think I'll try to sneak in a nap before we get a great dinner graciously provided by Greg's aunt.  

To capital city

As we rode into Washington, DC today, the team members were excited to see the city not only because of its awesome monuments, but also because it is the location of one of our rest/event days tomorrow! This will give the riders a chance to relax and unwind after the last 340 miles this week.On our way into DC, we got to ride through many bike paths leading into the city which was very relaxing to get out of traffic and closer to some wildlife.Our stay over tonight is at Westminster Presbyterian Church. So far we have had some wonderful conversations with some community members involved with the church, including a wonderful lady who spoke with us about her daughter riding from Washington DC to San Francisco in 1998 for a very similar cause.Our stay over does not have showers but a team member of ours made a quick thinking phone call to a local swim club called the Waterside Fitness and Swim Club and got us the presidential treatment with showers with hot water, shampoo, and even a sauna.So far Washington DC has proven to be our light at the end of our rainy, hilly tunnel. Come Friday when we start heading towards the Appalachians, we will be able to hit it refreshed and energized, all while smelling much better than we did earlier today.

Climb in the rain yay!~

Waking up in Newark, Delaware at 6am to see mountains and rain as we were preparing for our 80 mile ride was frightening to say the least. The breakfast at Salem United Methodist Church got spirits up as we enjoyed their morning company and loaded up on their generous amounts of food. The team then attacked the day head on as we embarked towards our stay over in Baltimore, Maryland.Being our first day of serious hill climbs at an overall elevation of 2000 feet, it was as if the terrain were preparing us for the impending Appalachian Mountains in the near future. Not only did the day test our climbing skills, but it also tested our logistical skills as well. Around 60 miles into the ride, there was a train crash that caused a large explosion that blocked off several roads going into the city. The I4K groups of riders were forced to get into the city using detoured routes. All riders arrived safely and not far behind schedule, but our thoughts continue to go out to any that were involved in the crash.Our stay over in Baltimore was beautiful. The church was welcoming and had some much appreciated ice water waiting for us. We were even able to do some laundry. Instead of our usual spaghetti and lentils we had some wonderful left overs from the several generous host in previous stay overs.

Potentially 4kLeaks!

Doing a cross country trip is not a easy thing, but writing a blog is more difficult for me. As the most creative sleeper in the team 2011 (who sleeps at the most funny and weird places), I want to do something new and creative. Here is my 4kLeaks plan:

I admit that I am a terrible writer (you can see that from all the articles I skipped, wrong spelling, wrong choice of word, and wrong propositions). Blogging for me sometimes is more difficult than climbing Mt Pleasant. In 2011, I only posted one blog after receiving several howlers from the team directors. But hey I did contribute a lot to the photo gallery for team 2011 (104 out of 108 yes I counted http://illini4000.org/gallery/2011/?picasaViewAlbumId=Illini4000NewYorkCityToSanFransisco,0).

So for team 2013, I will keep posting photos (when the internet is accessible). But instead of taking random pictures (which I will still do), I want you to decide what I  shall post here. I will make a post for each state to collect ideas before we enter that state. It can be anything such as "I4k VS weather" for S Dakota, or "bad table manner" for all states. Please leave comments below if you have a thought. I will select one or more ideas from your comments. After each state I will not only post the pictures in the photo gallery, but also write a blog to tell stories behind pictures that I like.I4K is such a great organization. We ride, eat and sleep together for a single goal: A world in which cancers are curable. We share our good wishes through our hard ride. Please support us and donate to us!

Four states in three days

New York- New Jersey- Pennsylvania- Delaware. Three days ago we started in Central Park and we have covered three states since! Which means four states in three days. Tomorrow we'll be entering Maryland! It seems like I've been away from home forever already and I no longer am aware of what day of the week it is. I'm going to try to give a brief overview of the past three days!I've had more peanut butter and jelly sandwiches in recently than probably in my whole college career.I dipped my back tire into the Atlantic Ocean!Okay so I know that is only two pictures and is not really a brief overview, but it really covers a lot of ground. Our stayovers have been more than generous and I feel so blessed! We've been biking a ton and I can't wait for what's to come!

A short ride

Today we woke up in Philadelphia and rode 40 miles to Newark, DE.  The 40 mile, day in the beautiful weather was a breeze compared to the previous two days of 70 miles. At our 20 mile halfway point we were met by team rider John Meehan’s dad Andy Meehan. Mr. Meehan rode his bike with us for the remaining 20 miles; it was nice to be able to enjoy our ride with a new face. After leaving Philadelphia at 8 we made it to our stayover at the Salem United Methodist Church by lunchtime.  Our wonderful hosts not only met us with snacks upon our arrival, but took us to the YMCA for some much needed hot showers. We were all treated to Water-Ices, a sort of east-coast version of shaved ice. Their generosity led to a feast of Italian food for the entire team. The people at Salem United Baptist Church are more welcoming than we could have ever hoped for.The team made a new friend at the Glasgow YMCA near our stayover. We were approached by a woman who had recognized what we were doing and the cause we were doing it for. Once we got to talking with her, she introduced her daughter who was diagnosed with Leukemia at the age of 6. Because of family history, this woman was familiar with the disease and recognized her daughter’s symptoms. She pushed for certain leukemia related tests to be done. It was from these efforts that doctors were able to catch her daughter’s leukemia early. That was 3 years ago, and for the past year her daughter has not needed a single treatment and is doing very well.Today we had nothing but wonderful interactions with people. We have been receiving all kinds of support in our ride so far. At the YMCA this story reminded us of why we ride. We are riding across the country searching for a cure, and the fact that we get to meet generous people like the people at the Salem United Methodist Church are just an added bonus.  

North Brunswick to Philly

Today's ride was much more smooth than yesterday's. it started off with a motivational send off from the Sangankar and Thakkar families and a delicious breakfast. To top it all off, today was also one of our rider's 22nd birthday. We started the day by singing happy birthday to her. Following her birthday song, Jordan asked that we dedicated our ride to her grandmother, Linda, who passed away from cancer when she was in the seventh grade. This dedication was a great reminder of why we are doing this ride. Even though we may have been slightly sore after yesterday's ride, just an hour in the saddle and our muscles were loose. Not only was the weather warm and sunny today, but we also had a tailwind for the majority of the ride. The entire team really enjoyed themselves, and the day just flew by! To make things even better, our stay over (Calvary Methodist Church) prepared a delicious spaghetti dinner for us!

[Journal] Day 1; NYC, NY - North Brunswick, NJ

"People say the world is a rough place, and there should be someone to fix it.We say the world is full of gratefulness because we do what we truly believe in our heart."It has begun!We are 2013 Illini 4000.The weather was not necessarily pleasant, but that made a stronger bond among team members to stay together. I appreciate everything we have faced and got accustomed to learn and be cheered.There are so much I want to share about our host, and I would like to mention those great things separately.Every mile counts and every heart beat rhymes with what our spirit is meant to dream of.Thanks for your support and kindness! 

What A Start!!!

This is a blog post you don’t want to miss… Today we officially started our trek across the country, but it was not as glamorous as we imagined. The day started off normal with our 7am departure from Central Park. However, it took the team about an hour to travel the 10 miles to the Gorge Washington Bridge (not surprising considering we were biking through the heart of NYC). On the way, it started to rain, and the temperatures plummeted, giving riders the chills deep into their bones. Although crossing the bridge meant the start of the rain, it was a highlight of the day as we got to see the beautiful city of NYC from afar.Once in Jersey, our riders confronted many more challenges, in addition to the weather. Through five flats, a broken derailleur, many wrong turns, and a good dose of hydrogen peroxide, the team pushed through our first 70 miles and came out for the better!Even though the first day was tough, it was worthwhile in the end. In New Jersey, we had the pleasure of staying with the family of one of our Illini 4000 founders, Anish Thakkar. They were wonderful hosts – greeting us with fresh watermelon, cold drinks, and hot showers. After dinner, our hosts surprised us with cake! As we sat around the table, we discussed the Illini 4000 and our mission. Discussing the purpose of our ride, especially after a tough day, reminded us of just how much our hard work will pay off.We would like to extend a special thanks to the Thakkar and Sangankar families. We may have had a rough morning but your hospitality turned our day around! Thank you so much for always supporting us!Photo by Mukesh Kashiwala

[Journal] Day 0; NYC, NY

"Everyone has his/her reason to be the part of this team.The Team has its reason to bring everyone as one."Thanks for Damon Runyon Cancer Research Foundation for hosting us an awesome brunch and great time to share thoughts and cheers for fighting cancer today.I also would like to say thanks to my lovely wife, Haeley Park, for all she has done for me prepared. You are the world for me, honey♥My sister-in-law, Yeadeun Park hosted the stayover for first 3 days of my visit to NYC before Day 0. Thanks so much your kindness and love.My both family and family-in-law have made such a huge support from overseas that never fails on me. God bless all of you.Alumni association of U.Illinois hosted the dinner for us and shared great time with us. And finally, St.Paul's Apostles Church gave us a sweet place to stay overnight. With your support we once again find every reason to take on this journey and pray to God for his blessing upon you.Now is the time for us to put our step on the pedal and roll!

WE'RE IN NYC!

After a long 23-hour train ride, we arrived in New York City on Thursday night. We were met by a former rider, Sean Laude, who lead the team through the heart of the city to the Church of St. Paul the Apostle, our stay over. After unloading our bikes and bags, we were given some free time to explore the city. Some riders went out to Times Square. Some ate 1 dollar New York pizza, while others simply turned in early for the night. Two of the riders even got their picture taken with Matthew Broderick outside of the Imperial Theater! All in all, the first night in New York was a success.The next morning, we took the subway to the Damon Runyon Foundation Headquarters. The Damon Runyon Foundation is an organization that funds young scientists who have promising ideas in the field of cancer research. We listened to presentations on what research is currently being done. It's pretty safe to say that the whole team found it rewarding to hear how I4K money has benefited their scientists.After we left the Damon Runyon Foundation, several of us went to sightsee again. Some popular sights were the Statue of Liberty, Wall Street, the New York City Bull, and the 9/11 memorial. To top our day off, the NYC Illinois Alumni Club took us all out to dinner at the Bubba Gump Shrimp Company. We enjoyed socializing with the alumni over a delicious meal.On behalf of the Illini 4000 for Cancer, we would like to give a special thanks to the city of New York, The Church of St. Paul the Apostle, Sean Laude, The Damon Runyon Foundation, and The NYC Illinois Alumni Club for making our stay in New York great!Tomorrow morning, 5/25, the 2013 Bike America Team will arrive in Central Park (108th St. NW entrance) to embark upon their 4000+ mile journey to San Francisco. If you are in the area, stop by and cheer them on! Next stop: North Brunswick, NJ!

Home, home on the chains, where the cogs and the derailleurs play....

So, I meant to write this some time ago, but one thing led to another and then THOSE things led to finals, which is always a confusing time where up is down, black is white, and the concept of any regular circadian rhythm is cast irreverently aside in favor of figuring out how to do all the things I never understood the first time someone taught it to me, but seeing as we leave tomorrow and anything I post here on out is likely to be typo laden as a result of being typed on a phone, I figure I might as well get around to typing it now. I’d come up with a thing to write about before arrival of finals, and now that they’ve passed (with minimal harm) I suppose it won’t come with same perspective as it originally would have, but in any event, I’ve some thoughts and if you care to read them I suppose I’ll share them with you.The Ol’ University of Illinois campus is kind of a strange place, geographically. Surrounded for miles around by open fields and quaint Midwestern towns, it arises out of nowhere into high rises of twenty-somethings. Given a large portion of the University hails from the greater Chicagoland area (I’m on the far western rim of it myself [corn to the south and west, cities to the north or east]), it on occasion gives, to me anyway, the impression of a miniaturized version of Chicagoland relocated around 3 hours south (to which I’m sure some of those from the southern and central Illinois are greatly irritated, but that’s just a dynamic that sometimes arises between the factions). Anyway, it’s an isolated little pocket of urban life in an otherwise pretty rural part of the state, that to people like myself who grew up in the shadows of shopping malls and the glare of streetlights, doesn’t seem all that odd. There’s traffic and sirens and rows of shopping centers up on Prospect, such that the country that lies between up north and Champaign is often little more than a blur at “55 *cough cough*” miles per hour during travel from one to the other. Everything you’d ever need is either on campus or a short drive/bus ride away, so it’s easy to remain on the small island of concrete, go to class, get some work done, have some fun, go to sleep, and do it all over again the next day.But this spring (once it finally decided to warm up enough) provided a bit of a different experience, being part of an organization that regularly takes to the road to get off of the urban island and surge forth into the countryside on two wheels and the notion of doing something perhaps a little crazy this summer. In the course of training for I4k this spring, we’ve all spent our fair share of time on seldom traveled country roads, battling the wind (Oh, God, the wind…), water, and hell hounds (well, maybe they were Corgis, but Kara, Connor, John, and Jordan would back me up that there was at least a quarter Cerberus or wolf in there…) in the name of making a difference. And for those accustomed to Suburbia, or even those hailing from the country themselves but marooned at the University for several months, it’s something different.Pages of textbooks replaced by the dappled gravel of old asphalt, drywall clad rooms replaced with newly green grass and trees with budding leaves, florescent lighting replaced by the warm glow of the sun; it’s enough to make you forget about that whole “school” thing we’re all supposed to be down here doing. And when I say forget, I mean it. Despite often having 19458623 other things to be working on, those several hours on a bike on Saturday or an early Wednesday morning moved any thought of work or stress from my mind, and as much as it seemed like a less important thing than finishing a lab report when getting ready to depart, as soon as we’d hit the road it was clear that getting out and doing something, seeing the open air, breaking out of the textbook prison; that was really what was important.So while we’re all sitting on bike saddles this summer, even if you, as the reader of this post, aren’t with us, I recommend you do the same once in a while. Get outside and find a stretch of the middle of nowhere, and you’ll find that when you think there’s nothing much to look at, you can see everything just a little bit clearer.

The time has come!

I am on my train to meet the team in Chicago! It was a super early morning and the last week has been a whirlwind of time spent with precious family and friends as well as frenzied unpacking of everything I moved back from school, whilst packing for the summer adventure.I somehow got everything to fit in my backpack (woooo!) and made it to the station super early thanks to my mom! Getting up before five am is a feat for anyone I'd say.So far the train ride is going great and I just noticed our fundraising goal just surpassed $100,000!!! GO TEAM!!!!!!! I am so so proud of everyone for their dedicated fundraising and could not feel more blessed by the countless people who have donated and supported the cause.We're not done yet. The adventure is just beginning! I'm excited to see all of you in Chicago. I can't wait to embark on this journey and have full faith that we can keep fundraising strong to reach our team goal of $150,000 towards cancer research and patient support services - a beyond noble cause :)

time flies

after attending my younger sister's high school graduation, it really hit me how fast this school year has gone. she's a high school graduate, and i'm now a senior at the u of i - when did this happen?i would be lying if i said this past year was easy. junior year, especially second semester, was by far the most difficult. between work, training, and studies, it was hard to juggle everything, and i admit that i took on too much. it not only caused me a great deal of stress, but i also feel like a i missed out on a lot. true, i was able to manage everything, with the help of post-it notes galore and a detailed planner. but i regret not being able to enjoy life more this past year. managing really isn't equivalent to living. it's ironic, isn't it? everything about this year revolved around me - i was enrolled in classes towards MY future, i worked to pay MY bills, and i trained to prepare for MY summer. yet, i feel like i lost MYself in the process.there's something about kids my age that we tend to feel this need to fill up our free time with more activities. we have this mentality that in order to make the most of our lives, we need to take on as much as possible. we fill our schedules to the brime with things to improve our resumes, things to pass the days. time flies, but only because we make it.in biking across the country this summer to fight against cancer, i am working towards something so much bigger than just me. and i truly believe that you learn the most about who you are when you are faced with challenges such as this ride. there's a certain beauty to this ride: that we will not only make a difference in other peoples' lives, but in the process we will uncover a part of us that got lost in our hectic lifestyles, or a part that we never knew was there. i don't know exactly what to expect. i mean, no matter how much you train, no matter how much advice we are given from i4k alum, no one can truly know what this summer will bring. who knows how many flats i will get. who knows how many things i will forget to pack. but i do know that come august, i will be more than ready to take on my senior year. i will have a newfound appreciation for life, nature, friends, and tailwinds.it's crazy to think that after months and months of preparation, this adventure is finally here. as i pack my bag for the train station tomorrow, i am making a promise to myself to make the most of this ride. each day will bring new struggles and it'll be tough, but i'm ready."time is what we want most, but what we use worst."- william penn

Forgetting about the bike

I graduated on Saturday. The ceremony was long, and I knew almost nobody there. There are just under 80 students majoring in Physics or Engineering Physics, and I have met perhaps a handful of them. So while I sat in my seat, it became painfully apparent just how little I fit in with this physics crowd. Physics coursework has clearly not been the center of my attention over these past four years.I do not mean to say that I received poor grades; that certainly was not the case. What I do mean is that my efforts on behalf of the Illini 4000 have proven to play a significant role during my time at UIUC. From Quad Day before my freshman year through this coming summer adventure, this organization has surrounded (literally) the entirety of my undergraduate degree.Clearly I stick around for a reason. More than one reason, perhaps.I want to begin with my talk at TEDxUIUC. Thanks to David Sher for connecting with that, I finally found the stage to share my passion for this incredible organization. In only 17 minutes, I tried to convey 4 years worth of learning, biking, fighting, and understanding. Those of you with whom I've discussed the event know just how challenging that speech was to write. And then to hold on to it for a week as I rehearsed it, I was exhausted.This story is about losing my father at a very young age and then coming into this organization to learn that cancer does the same thing to just so many other people. And these people move on, and I walk past them as I buy my groceries and as I bike between classes. They sit next to me in the library and they're in the front of the room teaching quantum mechanics. They move on not because they want to, but because they must. The pains of cancer extend much beyond the discomfort of the treatments, but they are always emotional, physical, and almost every time they sit just beneath the surface.As a result of me telling my story, I have been given the chance to speak with a number of people, each of which has their own relationship with cancer. They'll mention they saw my Ted Talk, and then they'll tell me about their mother, brother, uncle, or grandmother who had a run-in, not unlike my dad's. These are painful stories to hear, but as we move along on this planet we need to be grounded and connected with those whom we find important. This is the Portraits Project in person, right here. So while these stories are sad and difficult to hear, they bring us together in such a unique and powerful way.So now that graduation and that talk are out of the way, my focus finally comes back to the bike. I repeatedly forget that people regard us simply as a cycling organization. From where I stand, the biking is the easiest thing in the world. We've just spent months juggling fundraising, training, coursework, social lives, and extensive preparations for a cross-country journey. For the next 10 weeks, our job is to get on the bike in the morning and hop off it in the afternoon. Sure, it's not always comfortable, but even during a century climbing mountains through wind and rain, our job has not changed: we just keep pedaling. When our legs are tired and we want nothing more than a nap and a snack, there is no question to be asked. We keep riding.We signed up for this, so we signed up to climb every single little hill, cross every headwind, and put on a smile through cold, rainy mornings. Like I always come back to, this summer is not about us; it's about those fighting cancer, receiving treatment, and those who will one day come to face this challenge. We are not riding because it's easy, and that inspiration is going to get us from coast to coast. It's about the people we meet along the way just as much as it is about those who send us off at Union Station on Wednesday.