Endings & Beginnings

As I sat in the same lecture hall I was in 4 years ago trying to embrace the end of my time at school, I can't help but feel like college isn't over yet. I have no sentiments or overwhelming emotions like some of my friends and graduates have had. In fact, to be honest, I was extremely bored during my graduation. And I am curious why this is happening, but the more I think about it, the more it makes sense. For me, college has never been about classes (sorry mom + dad). Don't get me wrong, studying happened often, but when I think back on college very few, if any, of the things I think about are affiliated with class.When I think about my college experience I think of my friends, how I met them and the times we were together, my trip to volunteer in New Orleans,  the two years I played Club Baseball, how good it felt when I finally declared a major, the places I worked at in the Chambana area, my study abroad experience, and how much I have grown as a person throughout that time. And it is when I think about these things that I become nostalgic and truly feel sad to be leaving this part of my life. So, it is no wonder when I finally got my bicycle fully prepared for the trip today, that I have started to become emotional.The Illini 4000 symbolizes a lot for me. To a degree, it completely encapsulates what my college experience has been about. Not only was the Illini 4000 the first thing I heard about on campus, but it will also be the last thing I will ever do at the University of Illinois. And I wouldn't have it any other way.The people, purpose, my fellow riders, and everything about this organization are amazing and make me proud for deciding to be a part of it. That is why though it will be tough to end my career with this trip, I would not have it any other way.I am excited, nervous, anxious, and stressed, but I also don't mind this. Actually, I embrace this. Because for the next months I will be all of these feelings and more as I finish my college career with the Illini 4000 Bike America Team.At this time, I would also like to thank everyone who donated to me and this organization. Without you, I would never have come close to being able to experience everything I will in the next 3 months. Truly, thank you for your generosity.See you in New  York!