Illini 4000

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And so it ends

I can't believe I am sitting here in San Raphael, California. I'm amazed that this is day 70 of 72. I was thinking while riding yesterday that these hills are the last hills I will get to experience. Even though hills are hard, I tried my absolute best to have a good attitude because I know its the end.  Unfortunately, I've had a poor attitude the last few days because they have been so hard since my body is exhausted and almost unwilling to do anything. In addition, California has been a tough state with hills as big as mountains and a severe heat that has made it even worse! However, I have still persevered and here I am today. I was thinking this morning how this would be the last time I wake up with 25 other people in the same room. I keep thinking how everything will be for the last time and I don't even know what I'm gonna do when I cross the finish line. It's absolutely insane. I can't believe that it's the end. Though my attitude was poor, I now wish I could have just a couple more days, just a little more time with people and with this experience. Though I have had plenty of time to take it all in, I feel like I still need to contemplate what has happened over the past 70 days. I'm so sad and happy at the same time but I wouldn't have it any other way. It has been such an honor to have been selected for this experience. I'm so thankful for each and every day that I have had and for every memory I will have for the rest of my life. This is by far the most amazing adventure of my life and I know its only going to get better from here on out. I guess I'll see some of you on the flip side of the GOLDEN GATE BRIDGE in San Francisco. Here...we....go.